One of those days... :)

Tonight's one of those nights where I don't want to blog. To be honest, i'm still dealing with yesterday.. I know that's super dumb, but y'know how I said I had this "scar" that I always carry around? Well, sometimes things make it bleed again, and yesterday made it bleed. I'm just really discouraged now.... I want time, a retreat, to unwind, to figure stuff out. I want to really talk to someone. I spent time with Roy today, and it was awesome, but I didn't really talk about what was on my mind. I'm not sure I thought I could. And I know he might read this, and I just want to say thank you. Because I really DID appreciate it.

I hope I can handle this stuff and be a man about it. I'm trying.